Shall we begin?

It took me awhile to admit it.  I am simply way to old to be scared of death and way to young to be scared of dying.   So why am I scared of both?  My anxiety takes me around quite a journey in life but I found knowledge truly helps me control it.  The truth is all of the people I love that were close to me when I was child are still around 30+ years later.  I am privileged in that regard but also very naive.   The idea of true loss has not been felt and when it does come for me or for loved ones, I am scared I will not handle it well.

Come with me as I try to navigate this fear……